by Masterminor » 08 Nov 2015, 02:41
I'm not trying to punish anyone, I didn't really believe it was that much FC. I'm not really angry, just wanted something for all my effort, though considering the drop in FC earned per post, I see 750 FC is not going to be easy to achieve, as one of the beginning members when you earned significantly more per post and had no cap, 750 FC seemed easy. Since I don't even really pay much attention to how much I earn per post and focused on quality, I made a fair amount and assumed it would be easy to make 750 FC. I made this offer with that mindset that I see now was flawed. I'm thinking of actually instead of selling, giving it to a member in exchange for advertising services. Or a significant drop in price.
I'm not unreasonable, but I feel very attacked because some things said here seem very rude to me, I could only be reading it that way because of a recently diagnosed emotional disorder and I can already see the people saying "hey you're just an overemotional teen and if you can't handle, get off the internet. Oh, you have emotional issues? tell it to someone who cares, I want to make money." To those people I tell you firstly that ADULT people have outright started wars from being unable to agree. So age has nothing to do with it.
As for my diagnosis, the information on the specifics is private. But I can tell you that I can be a little bit (ok, a lot) sensitive at times, and sometimes it's called for and sometimes it's not. I'm not trying to call anyone out or nitpick at every little thing, I just want everyone to know that I'm not the only one, and FC needs to be safe for everyone. While some posters above and in other threads are respectful, some just give unnecessary information like "see that mistake there? I laughed" Ok, you laughed, how does that help me? All that would do is make me personally hate myself for that one mistake. I understand that this i a pretty laid back forum, I'm pretty laid back too, but also somewhat sensitive because things like my example trigger me in ways I will only discuss with my Counselor.
I realize this is a huge tangent, but it's my way of asking some of the community to not be so unnecessarily rude and extreme. If that doesn't fly with you, then don't talk to me, simple. I just want to contribute, but not need to go through h*** to do it.
Back on track: I will be offering the code in exchange for advertisement services or a more reasonable amount of FC (I'll take suggestions and negotiations into account on both options)